to stand. and to just wonder what is really happening

i cant stand rejection
i cant anymore
rejection leads to confusion
confusion wud somehow leads to bad conclusion
bad conclusion caused by high expectations

here locked in my heart

i dont really wanna talk bout wat ive been doing
cuz ive shared with you
so, i dont feel any needs to share it anywhere else or to anyone else

but i gotta tell u
i have a problem
i have problem on how to explain my feelings u're making me have
its impossible to express
id always go "i. i. i."
i want to say how i feel but it feels as if my mouth suddenly froze cuz with u, the feeling im having is undescribeable :)

i have one more problem
i have dis one fear of losing u
i dun want any other guys to have anything to do with u
haha
but i noe it doesnt work dat way phffft
so, if any guys out there is reading dis,
back off frem her!
hahaha -..-"
but its okay. trust me, she wont like u anyway haha
*bajet gile seyh mamat niyhhhh

p/s
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i. ... i....
see? i cant describe it. but i need to tell you this amaaaazing feeling